Heyy. Today's the 5th.........
2days to 7th.......... :/. Guess couldn't celebrate huh?..
Well, i need to forget and cheer myself up.
Idk why i couldn't.....
Or isit i cared too much?
I fucking miss him....
We only celebrate 1monthsary... I thought we could
celebrate as many as monthsary as we could.
But i was wrong then.

Here's the early monthsary letter i wanted to say to you
on the 7's, but you're gone now, :
Hey baby. I want to say iloveyou, and yes, iloveyou alot.
Though, you didn't replied my texts, i know you're were
busy or smth. I'm sorry if i spammed too much.... heh. :).
I want to celebrate as many monthsary we could.
But we didn't. We celebrate only once....... I cried on that day
recieving your text on our monthsary, :).
Though i have a little feeling inside that you had given up on me,
but i didn't gave up on you. I trust you.
Rmb you said that what if you break with me?
I said i'll be paranoid & cry.....
You said that you'll not make me cry & stay with me forever.
:), i cried when i know that you'll stay with me forever...
Iloveyou. forever, 7's.

Well........... i guess i have no more chance on sending you this
message anymore huh... :/. Meaningless.
I just want you to be happy, that's all. You happy, i happy.
Though i'm moody on how we brokeup sometimes,
i still manage to cheer myself up, laugh, etc with Shehue they all.
&, i hope you'll find someone who will pei you as long as you want,
love you more than i do.. ^-^...

Iloveyou.... randy. :/.

xx,